The loss of my hobbies

Dear Blog, 

I find the busier I get, the more fulfilled I feel outwardly, but the less time I get to spend on my hobbies, therefore the less fulfilled I feel inwardly. My cookbook sits on my desk, unfinished, untouched for about a month. The last 14 pages of my sketchbook sit alone, blank. My website remains unchanged for quite some time. I've stopped grocery shopping as I haven't had the time, therefore my mornings and nights of cooking exciting meals goes out the window. My journal even seems a bit lonely, though I write in it from time to time. These days I spend my time working, writing, sleeping, and going on walks. It feels good to get the things done that I need to do. Homework is always done. Grades remain superb. Work is good. Though I remain largely unfulfilled, as I spend my free time napping as I'm so tired from doing things all day. 

Is the solution more caffeine? I think its more time. Time is something many people don't have enough of. Though there is a surplus of time, a guaranteed threat of time forever, I wish for more hours in the day. Just a couple extra so I can sit in the library and read. I make the effort, I do. On my breaks at work, I crack open Kitchen Confidential and those 15 minutes pass me by with ease. But I still feel unsatisfied. 

What to do....I need a new digital camera to fill my creative void. 

Desktop setup in the upstairs room of a bumping house party 


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